of dirt and silt and branch and bone
of dirt and silt and branch and bone is a body of work created during a year long Jerome Early Career Printmakers residency at Highpoint Center for Printmaking in Minneapolis. This work contains densely-layered and rendered lithographs that explore loneliness, longing, and heartbreak. They are a documentation and connection to the queerness present but not always visible in these rural places and explores the intimacy, tenderness, and desire in queer relationships through fragmented scenes, bird flocks, and symbolic objects.
Fragmented landscapes represent memory and pieces of lived experiences alongside the constant movement and search for belonging common in the queer experience. The separated compositions and partnering of wildlife subverts both the typical portrayal of landscapes and the common over-sexualization of gay couples and instead redirects the narrative to allow the viewer to engage with the longing and love portrayed. The familiar, Midwestern scenes offer a normalcy to the environments while the handwritten text and coupled birds signal care and loss.
The multiplicity of printmaking and intimacy of these drawings carry an important role in highlighting how stories and information are shared in rural and queer communities and articulate the delicacy, beauty, and challenges of queer partnerships and desire. These intricate works act as snapshots of memory and demonstrations of love, offering an intimate consideration of the queerness which exists within rural America.





"let Adam's bite obstruct my my breath until i respire men. Press his rib against my throat until my lips turn blue. running scared like that of a frightened hare, only to dive under and through and behind.
to bury yourself into the dirt and silt and clay. for the love of all protection and separation.
I do not think it is "fight or flight" and I do not think to run is cowardly. for my wild troubled him,
as if i were a frightful creature-and a flight risk. residing restlessly. unraveling, brushing skin, falling for him. a day never meant for me. the love that dare not speak its name. We sat right upon the leaves. I don't like the weather, I don't like the
ground. I'm not with anyone who knows me. I dont like the promise, I don't like the sound. With my head in the lap of a stranger, I am not a sinner. I am not a saint. Call me an admirer, call me a digrace.
I need a hand to keep me steady. Put it where you want to, I will not object. My
heart crawls into bed and asks for advice. There isn't anywhere to put it down. But grief has taught me a lot about surrender.
My heart is less creature, and more trying its best."

Adam's Rib (triptych)
Lithograph on layered, frosted vellum
varying dimensions

Rite of Passage
Ten-color lithograph
36"x26"


(details)

Writings from something to be desired
Graphite, selected torn notes from sketchbook
varying dimensions




(details)

Singing to the Birds, on Felled Knee
Three-color Lithograph
16" x 14"

These Woods Hide Beast of Another Kind
Three-color Lithograph
16" x 14"

The Lovers
Manière Noire and Acid Tint Lithograph
20" x 16"



The Quick Rabbit Jumps Further & Further (left)
Three-color Lithograph, found frame from my grandmother's farm
20"x16" (unframed)
If you need
Five-color lithograph, found frame from my grandmother's farm
12"x10" (unframed)

It's Different Here
Nine-color lithograph
30" x 29"


Sketchbook folio, pages 34 & 35
Graphite, paper torn from sketchbook, dried coneflowers



Mid-Spring, 2020-River Valley
Twelve-color lithograph
35"x25"


Amenability
Nine-color lithograph
26" x 22"
it's gonna rain soon
and pull me back in
whatever it takes
to fill the shape
i'm in
and out of your hands

Grantsburg, WI; Jan. 1st, 4:45pm
Six-color lithograph
20" x 18"
ready for the nearness, dreading the approach.
oh darlin'
will you still walk me home?




